Tuesday, July 14, 2009

my life soundtrack

Opening credits: respect yourself - the staple singers
Waking up: feeling good- nina simone
Average day:
First date:
Falling in love: the light - common
Love scene: mind sex- dead prez, be with you - bootsy collins, babyhead - fishbone
Fight scene: simon says - pharoahe monch, piece of me - britney spears
Breaking up: lately- stevie wonder
Getting back together: superstar- sonic youth
Secret love: promise - violent femmes
Life's okay: lazy afternoon - the roots
Mental breakdown: simon says- pharoahe monch
Driving: born to roll- masta ace
Learning a lesson: brick- ben folds five
Deep thought: closer- goapele
Flashback: old school - dangerdoom
Partying: get me bodied- beyonce
Happy dance: percolator - Cajmere
Regreting: isnt it a pity- nina simone
Long night alone: The Mutton Birds - (Don't Fear) The Reaper
Death scene: pretend we're dead -L7
Closing credits: dont rush me- jean grae

Monday, March 30, 2009

interesting scarf

my parents sent me this scarf. i dont like it. my friend jinny said it's really beautiful, so i gave it to her.

Friday, July 11, 2008

slowly

i really like this song right now.

Sunday, January 20, 2008

scary maze game


sometimes you just have to laugh, and when you watch people react to the scary maze trick, you cant help but laugh. but then when you play the trick on children... well, ya know, nothing's funnier than making children cry.

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currently reading:
house of incest by anais nin
published 1936

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

jacket


my new favorite song right now is "Loyalty" by Blue Scholars. ive been hearing it on yahoo radio for ages, and finally googled them. check it out, pinoy pride!!! i love this jacket! i must have one!







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currently listening to:
"promise"by violent femmes
1982 self titled album

Sunday, December 16, 2007

been going on forever. i bet he doesnt even know.

Love sickness

Love sickness has historically been viewed as a mental illness brought on by the intense changes associated with falling in love. Ibn Sena, a 10th century physician recognized as an early father of modern medicine, viewed obsession as the principal symptom and cause of love sickness. This diagnosis has been out of favor since the collapse of the humoral model and advent of modern scientific psychiatry.

However the concept of being "madly" in love is not simply a poetic notion. For some, the ups and downs of love sickness may actually have diagnostic similarities with mental illness. People who find the feeling of love too intense may experience "love sickness" with feelings of anxiety, and can have symptoms of mania, obsessive compulsive disorder (OCD), inflated self esteem and depression.

A study in The Psychologist, the official publication for the British Psychological Society, concluded that love sickness should be taken more seriously by professionals. According to the author of the study, Frank Tallis, "Many people are referred for help who cannot cope with the intensity of love, have been destabilised by falling in love, or suffer on account of their love being unrequited." [1]

Some of the symptom clusters shared with love sickness include:



  • mania – abnormally elevated mood, inflated self esteem, extravagant gift giving

  • depression – tearfulness, insomnia, loss of concentration

  • OCD – preoccupation, checking (e.g. text messages/emails, etc.), and hoarding valueless but superstitiously resonant items psychologically created physical symptoms, such as upset stomach, change in appetite, insomnia, dizziness, and confusion.


More substantively, the estimated serotonin levels of people falling in love were observed to drop to levels found in patients with OCD (Marazitti et al., 1999). Further, in brain scan investigations, individuals who professed to be ‘truly, deeply and madly’ in love showed activity in several structures in common with in the neuroanatomy of OCD, for example the anterior cingulate cortex and caudate nucleus (Bartels & Zeki, 2000)



currently listening to:
"promise"by violent femmes
1982 self titled album

Friday, September 28, 2007

hahahhahhahahaha! im so childish.

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currently listening to:
"toothbrush"by pete miser
2003 radio free brooklyn