i HATE her...

hey, i hate this girl "xxxx" on bssk.
if i ever see her in the street, im'a throw my soda at her.

1:11pm
Is that the girl who knows everything?

1:12pm
who THINKS she knows everything? yes.

and has shitty ghetto ass grammar when she posts on bssk

i hope im holding a giant super big gulp when i see her.

1:17pm
Bahahaha!!

I'll bring a slurpy machine back from the states then

that time when sean disappointed me

sean in blue...

Wednesday 7:47pm
about dinner at ashleys last thursday:
i couldnt help but overhear bits of your conversation with the other men at the table. what i heard was very sexually explicit and given that you were in a public place, with coworkers, female colleagues within earshot, and at the same table with your boss and your elders, i found your story telling very inappropriate and offensive. Next time, please save such stories when hanging out with your friends at someone's house.
The only thing i find more disgusting than your dinner conversation was the fact that none of the men at the table thought to tell you that maybe you should stop talking. I am really angry and disappointed. I hope that i never have to feel this way about you ever again. Please next time think before you speak.

Wednesday  10:24pm

While i am.sorry u found sone of the things i said offensive i am sorry. but to single.mebout as rhe only one.doing it is also a offense. while we.did talk about.some horrible.th8ngs i also talked about.how women in this.country get treated. i.was not.the only one say things. i am sorry u were offended but if u have.a.problem please let.me.know at.the.time.so.i.can fix.the.problem.

Thursday 6:33pm

i didnt say i found some of the things you said offensive. i said what i overheard was offensive. i couldnt tell you at the time because i was too confused and angry. im telling you now, in hopes that in the future, what bits i did overhear are not bits of conversation you will have again while in public with your coworkers. do you want a cookie in claiming balance that you talked about how awful women are treated in this country? i dont have one for you.

Today  7:14am
to be clear: i really like "first met sean," who helped me figure out my tv. I really like "opened my door" sean, who helped me get into my apartment when i was locked out and couldnt get the key to fit/turn, and i really liked "golden bell" sean, who tried to make sure the kids had fun at camp. i was not prepared for the sean i overheard at ashleys. im sorry i came off so aggressive in my prior msgs, but i was angry b/c the sean i know can do so much better.

a day without my cell phone

i left my cell phone at home today. so i imagine today is the day that:

• a company that i invested money in years ago will call to tell me i have a balance of a bajiliion dollars and it's mine all mine. 
• the long lost love will call to tell me how empty life has been without me and beg to be a part of my life again.
• an eccentric gajillionaire will call to say s/he found shaalemumekebeb.blogspot.com and gush about my talent and promise, and inquire if i have a patron, giving me the option to quit working and paint all the time.
• the friend who hasnt talked to me in 10 years will call to say sorry for all the time we've missed and we'll straight away get back to talking as if no time has passed at all.
• countless msgs will come in from people to say "im sorry for believing all that groundless chisme about you. I should've known that only small people talk about other people. from now on, if someone puts down your name, i will stand up for you."
• one of the students who managed to get my phone number will call to ask a very important grammar question and feel abandoned b/c i didnt answer the phone.

but reality: i'll come home to maybe one text msg, in korean, and it'll just be spam.